Water & I

I can’t quite seem to put my head around what I’ve been exactly doing all these years. Avoiding the deep pain or living through it as best as I can?

Pushing back the feelings that I desire touch from a loving soul since I was younger. Here I am and I still desire that. Oh this is annoying. I give, give and I give. I ask for a simple touch or a passionate hug that never let’s go for a long while.

Go within, they say. Well, apparently I am supposed to be my own source. Do it myself. Get it done. Figure it out like always. At least that’s what life has taught me so far. That’s all I ever have…